Nigga in the Woodpile
a rant
for James Watson, Bonnie Hardwick, et al.
by J.J.Phillips
Part I
I am that nigga
In your woodpile
black hole
everything that is
no thing.
Dark matter
inscrutable
presence of absence
skulking in the back
alleys of your mind.
Bête noire
bad dream
that refuses to disperse
at daybreak
ineluctably mordant
force gone ape.
Labbalabbalabbalabbalabbalabbalabba
labbalabbalabbalabba
labbalabba
labbalabbalabbalabba
labbalabbalabbalabbala.
Mean cut you with a razor gene
shiftless vagrant in the blood
caught in the kink of the chromosome
caught in the kink of the hair curling
in the nostril’s angry flair
in the prognathous jaw locked
in a truculent pout of the lip
in a certain sly cast
of the mind and eye it lies
in a big high butt
and jut of hip.
A telltale trace
at the base of the fingernail
betrays the race.
Mitochondria
Yo mama.
Labbalabbalabbalabbalabbalabbalabbalabba
labbalabbalabbalabbala
labbalabbalabbalabba
labbalabbalabbalabba
labbalabbalalala.
Skeleton rattling in the closet
jump back Jack
dem dry bones gwine rise.
Spook
Spade
Rastus
Shine
Macaca
Alligator bait
Missing Link
in the Great Chain of Being
Native bearer
of the genetic load.
Wild thing in you
raging untamed
nourished in the blackest
folds of your heart dark
fear of self you dare not
face turned inside out
the son of Ham
the brand of race
shame of self
you give my name.
I am that nigga
in your woodpile
Labbalabbalabbalabba
Jiggajiggajigga Boo!

